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on We Heart It.
Whoever reads this .. I don’t care …
Iv known my best friend for what seems like forever. It might as well be for forever. I remember us as kids playing gymnastics during recess. We were not normal kids. But now I’m being forced to watch this person fall apart. And you know what, it kills me. It really does. This person suffering is NOT fun to watch because i know the happy bubbly side of this person. But I try to be there …well as much as I can since we don’t go to the same school. Our conversations used to be full of laughter and its tormenting to notice the change. I know this persons life is far from easy and has a rough family at times but I still try to and will always be there but yet I feel useless and unable to help. I know I can not relate to what this person is going through and can not comfort or agree with some thoughts and this is our void. I feel helpless and wanting to be of some use but in the end …… Useless. I just Waite. I don’t show emotion easy or even want it to be shown but when I hear this person say the think about dying..and then I see a comment about can’t Wanting to die on overdose And knowing this could very much be reality iI could not fathom the thought of that person never existing again. I literally cried myself to sleep last night and looked like crap the next morning. Seems like this is the case this night too. This is MY point of view! The view of a helpless friend. You can’t stop me from worrying I’ve known you too long to not help but worry even if I don’t show it. This person is my best friend and will always hold that tittle. But do I still hold it as well. Telling you I know what your going through would be a lie but I’d like to help in any way possible. I do t care if this person reads this or not I just needed to get this off my chest. This is a pretty bold message for me to post but I don’t care anymore.
